CecilMateus

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About me ?

Unbearable, skinny, androgynous living dead... with norwegian and romanian origins. Strange mix I know X_X...

Super tamer of resin rebels. Part-time redeemer and asshole.

Yeah, I forgot something : I'm a writer.

I love inked skins and scars... (got some reasons for that strange taste...)

--- That's probably why I love torturing my dolls so much... ---

As far as I remember, I've always had a genuine passion for the different religions and, though my mother came from a convicted catholic family, she told me a lot about all religions and mythologies. So, don't feel lost or confused if you go accross deities coming from different countries and times. I love mixing things x3

I love sports (especially martial arts), shooting (club member), writing (obviously) and walking... simply walking during hours, aimlessly. That's all for my occupations, I guess.

Favorite Quotations :

- "Le plaisir de la méchanceté échappe aux âmes simples." Jean-Claude Silbermann

- "Chose défendue, chose désirée"

- "Les caprices sont le privilège de la beauté." Wole Soyinka

- "I'm the devil and i'm here to do the devil's work." Otis (The Devil's Rejects)

- "Well, I don't bend and I don't crack"

- "Beat on the brat with a baseball bat"

- "Body or soul, that's hard to say."

- "Que celui qui combat les monstres prenne garde dans sa guerre à ne pas devenir un monstre lui-même. A force de plonger trop longtemps votre regard dans l'abîme, c'est l'abîme qui entre en vous." / "Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you." (Friedrich Nietzsche)

- "Ce qui est fait par amour s'accomplit toujours par-delà bien et mal." / "Whatever is done for love always occurs beyond good and evil." (Friedrich Nietzsche)

- "It is impossible to suffer without making someone pay for it ; every complaint already contains revenge." (Friedrich Nietzsche)

- "Listen carefully. Everyone make mistakes. But if you committed a sin, you have to make an atonement for that sin. Atonement, do you know what that means? Big Atonement for big sins. Small Atonement for small sins." (Sympathy for Lady Vengeance)

- "Even though I'm worse than a beast, don't I deserve to live ?" (Old Boy - my favorite movie AND ONLY THE TRUE, FIRST VERSION)

- Ezéchiel 3.26 ; 6.7 ; 6.12

- Je suis un animal avec du bleu à l'âme. (Blondie)

- "He who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man"

- And many lines from Guns N Roses, Blondie, Kate Bush, Pat Benatar, The Who... (Words are so important in life)

All posts, drawings, characters and photos etc are © CecilMateus.

(Exceptions : Characters that aren't mine are listed in the end of this post)